Sunday, September 7, 2014

Glock-Blocked

     Okay team, so it’s been quite a while since I’ve shared any stories with you all. And boy has there been stories! Let’s throw it way back to mid-winter...
     A few co-workers of mine and I were discussing the problems of dating in a small town- either we know all the single guys and aren’t dating them for a reason, or we don’t know them and want to keep it that way. Or, and maybe most importantly, our fathers know them. Chances are, our dads beat up their dads 30 years ago. Then there’s all the guy friends that make unwanted advances and things get ten different levels of awkward (oh you mean I was supposed to hold your hand in mutual crushness and not shake it like a colleague?... oops) or the guy ‘friend’ who take you on the awkward date-not-date. You know what I mean- the ‘outing’ between guy and girl where it’s obviously a date but the dude won’t admit it and tries to play it casual. Seriously, are we in high school again? Let’s pause to give any fellas a word of advice on allegedly playing it cool: stop being a little bitch and ask her out. Unpause. Not to mention the guys that like to hook you but never reel you in (cue Sweet Brown). The only exception is if you’re willing to be my wildly successful and charming date at family holidays and reunions, then I may have a little time. All this to say, we decided we wanted a man to step up and pull a John Hamm (there’s a meme, look it up).
     So, a coworker decided to set my coworker and I up on a double date. Being the stubborn, prideful person I am, I defiantly declared that I could find my own dates. Long story short, I hooked me a fish. I meet this guy and by all accounts, he seems great; successful professionally, commissioned in the military and had recently served overseas. He's active, witty, creative, honest, and cute. Oh, and perhaps most importantly, he came from a stupidly-wealthy family. Like use the salad fork and get a prenup rich. He even used the word “affluent” to describe his upbringing- only rich people use that word seriously. Scoreboard!
     For our first date, I talked him into going to my favorite Mexican restaurant. It’s by no means fancy, formal, or compliant with any health code, but man is it good! We had a great time talking, laughing, and catching each other’s gaze. He got to hear the award-winning version of happy birthday from the waitresses that makes mating cats sound like rain on a tin roof and I got to hear how pleased he was that such a pretty girl could be so witty and candid. It was a win-win all night long! We became so lost in conversation, that we didn’t noticed we were the last ones there until a waitress very obviously threw some dirty dishes onto a cart. Oops. 
     After paying, my date walked me to my car, suavely putting the moves on me- offering me gum and asking if there was anywhere we could go for a walk. Okay, maybe not that suave. I laughed, telling him how we were on a sketchier side of town while pointing out the barbed wire on an auto shop across the street. We settled for standing behind my car, making small talk. As conversation lingered on, we found ourselves standing closer and closer to one another. Cue violins. Just when I was deciding whether or not to let this guy kiss me- a perfect lady- on a first date, he kind of reached at me and then dove to the ground. Cue violins screeching to a stop. I looked up to see the fireworks while thinking, “Oh boy, all aboard the PTSD train- how embarrassing.” I didn’t see any flashes of color in the sky, but that noise was still going on and starting to sound more distinct. My gaze wandered back down and 10 yards to my left I noticed a car was driving by rather slowly. The windows were down and there was an arm sticking out, gun in hand, firing shots right at me, or so it seemed. Then, realizing my poor reaction time compared to my dates, decided maybe diving to the ground wasn’t so crazy after all. So I took my dates lead, ducked, and ran for cover behind my car. As if I expected to be shot, I felt this painless tension in the back of my head and funnily enough, my first thought was, “oh hell no, they did not just shoot off my ponytail.” Totally normal right? The car sped off down the street and peeled out around a corner. My date, now in the middle of a legitimate PTSD flashback, pops up and runs to check on me before starting to pace around trying to figure out what just happened. A lady came out of nowhere screaming and thinking my date had been on the ground because he had been shot. A chef ran out to make sure we were okay and to see if we saw anything specific. A lady in a second-story apartment next door was wailing because the gun shots had flown over our heads and into their wall. Even though I’m still wondering if my ponytail is attached to my head, I’m smart enough to realize the drive-by was probably gang-related and a retaliation shooting could very well happen in the near future, so I suggested maybe not standing out in the open waiting to be turned into Swiss cheese.        
     As we began to head inside, cops came from every direction. It only took them, maybe, two minutes because they were under the impression my date had been shot. By the time they realized we were all alive and well, my date quickly snapped into military-mode, introduced himself (military rank and all) and began pointing out exactly where the shells had landed, the trajectory of the shots, descriptions of the car, and descriptions of the people inside it. Excuse me while I fan myself...What can I say?
     Once the cops got the initial information, they split us up for statements. My date, talking loudly, mentioned having a great time on a date before walking some ‘pretty lady’ to her car and trying his best to earn a goodnight kiss before the shooting began. Thanks a lot gang bangers who can't even shoot right! Then I gave my statement being sure to throw some compliments back my date’s way- who says you can’t flirt while giving a police statement?
     Apparently cops are trained not to joke but we sure tried. The best I got was a brief smile from a younger woman officer. Lady-to-lady, she knew this was a ridiculous ending to a date. I like to think we shared a moment… and then that moment was gone. Oh well, I guess cops are only funny on TV. At this point, the initial adrenaline was wearing off but not the hypersensitivity: my gum was so sweet it made me nauseous, I was all shifty-eyed trying to watch everything that was going on, the cop car lights were too bright, and I noticed every sound. That part is no joke. It feels like your brain is trying to take in every little thing but you can barely process it all. Physiologically, that’s exactly what happens- stimulus overload! That part of school makes sense now.
      After the statements, the police had us hang out for a bit in case they had any more questions. My date stepped away to call his dad to calm down a bit, so I felt like I needed to call someone too. My parents would have mowed down old ladies and children to get to me so I decided they could wait to find out. I opted to call one of my best friends. When she answered excitedly with a “how’d the date go” I spat out a string of sentence enhancers with the words “I got shot at”, “no one was hit”, and “they actually shoot sideways”! I believe I also mentioned throwing a heel had they hit my car. It’s bad enough they glock-blocked me but if they had hit my sweet Barbara, I would have ended them. After we finished up our phone calls, my date walked over saying,
       “Well, I have to say this has probably been the most interesting and definitely the most            
            memorable date I’ve ever been on. And no offense, but next time you’re coming to my town!”
       “I told you dating me was dangerous,” I laughed apologetically.
 Earlier in the evening, I had mentioned the troubles of my father knowing all the boys in town as I was growing up. Not to mention, the boys knowing my dad works in a prison and might have once broke a guy’s legs with a branch. During all that, I may have jokingly stated that dating me could be hazardous to one's health... Oops? How was I supposed to know?!

      As we hugged goodbye (slash celebrated still being alive), he mentioned loudly to a few passing cops that we were on a first date and he had never been to town before. As a cop walked by with an evidence bag full of casings, he grunted,
    “Welcome to Porterville.”


And that’s how my first online date went. 

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Keepin' It Real

Being a twenty-something post-college graduate trying to find your niche in the world blows. It super sucks. You have all this grand education and are sold the whole “you can do anything you want to” bit and suddenly- BAM- here’s 70 grand in loans and no job to pay them off with. Oh and by the way, you can’t do anything you want to. Responsibility, reality, and the weighing of risk and reward will now govern your life. Oh, and that thing you thought you were going to do for the rest of your life- now you’re not so sure. Wait, wait, one more thing- you’re also going to be plagued by this restless, maybe naïve, desire to travel the world and abandon all conformity- break all the rules and decide against the conformist notion of “career.” Oh wait, everyone wants that- who’s conforming now? You’re going to think you can do what you want, work any number of jobs you want, and be satisfied living some kind of artful nomadic life. Somehow that justifies the feelings of inadequacy- the inabilities you feel about finding a structured and stable job. As if watching others covet the way you travel with hopeless abandon will negate the shame of moving back in with your parents. You’re not going to find an awesome job in a brewery that lets you drink beer on your lunch break. You’re not going to score an internship that pays you to travel the world for free. You aren’t going to find Grey’s Anatomy love in a storage closet with a wildly attractive, perfect doctor. And you’re not going to ‘find yourself’ on a soul-searching road trip across the US. Being 20 something is a pain in the ass and yet somehow it is the most fun I’ve ever had. (Minus the loans…I’d rather tell a bunch of adorable 4 year olds Santa is lie than pay those bitches off.)

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

The Game Show

The Price Isn't Right. The Wheel of Misfortune. Love Connection.


Being an intern for a primary care physician is a lot like a game show- a sick and twisted game show- but a game show nonetheless. You follow an old, white guy around, get asked questions there's no way you could possibly know the answer to, and you never know what's going to be behind the door.

Example:
    I'm sitting in my black, office chair talking to the nurse and waiting for the doc. The doc comes up and looks up the patient's info on his laptop while making small talk.
      "You coming?" He says while knocking on the patient's room door.
      " You know it!" I said leaving behind that awesome rolly chair.
      " Hi my name is Dr Andrew and this is my student intern. Would it be okay if she observed your visit    
         today?" Doc said to the overweight, balding, white guy uncomfortably sitting on the treatment table.
      "Uhh yeah, I guess that's okay." The patient said kind of awkwardly looking at me.
 I can take a hint, so I piped up saying it was okay if I wasn't there and it wasn't a big deal, but the patient insisted he was fine with it. So I sat down in a nearby chair hoping this wasn't about to get too strange.
      "So what's up," the doc said, "What brings you here today?"
       "Um...well, uhh, I uh...I have warts on my genitals!" he blurted out.
I was so caught off guard that the pen I had been twirling flew to the ground and I started choking on my own spit. The doctor proceeded to ask the usual sex questions without forgetting to make an awkward joke here and there while I faked professionalism. I prayed I wouldn't have to watch the physical part of the exam. No one needs to see that.
        "Alright Amanda, now is when I ask you to leave and I ask you," he said looking at the patient, "to drop your drawers."
Thank the sweet baby Jesus! Amanda. Out.
When I got out, the nurse just laughed at me saying "I was going to warn you, but it wasn't as much fun that way."
No cash and prizes behind that door.

At least it wasn't as awkward as listening to a 60 year old man talk about the characteristics of his erections. Nothing perks your day up more than that.





Saturday, May 18, 2013

THE TRIFECTA


The Father, the Sun, and Spirits     


"This night can only get better," I said looking across our frequented corner bar table at my best friend June. Our eyes were then immediately drawn to a tall, Latino gentleman talking to June's manfriend- more specifically, we were drawn to his perfectly shaven head with an equally as perfect tuft of grey hair cresting like a solo, silver wave from the front of his head. June and I locked eyes again, 
     "Better!"
     Quite literally, that tuft of perfection was the top of the night; the icing on the cake- a really strange cake at that; or the third part to the night's trifecta. (I would say the third part to the trinity but if you knew what happened that night, you'd have a guilty conscience about making a Bible metaphor too... oh wait...). My mom always says nothing good happens after midnight... well, she's right. This night, all the good stuff happened before midnight. And by good stuff I mean: Hell's Angels, overalls, whiskey, fighting, not-so-pretty & not-so-skinny strippers, Mom Jeans, and that grey, perfectly combed tuft of awesomeness.


FATHER

        The night started with innocent intent to swing by a diaper bash where some guys were celebrating the upcoming birth of a child. How those guys get girls to sleep with them, I have no idea. But let’s not dwell on that.
       “Be warned, it may be a little crazy. They will all be drunk and they love to mess with people. You will probably be offended but just roll with it or they’ll do it more,”
        June and her manfriend warned me. Manfriend’s buddy Max “Nasty” was apparently loud, unfiltered, insulting, and hilarious….oh and a Hell’s Angel (minor detail).
       “So don’t be offended, okay?”
       “Ha! Do you even know me?” I joked back with June who then shrugged, throwing her hands up apologetically.

       I was determined to get Max to like me- mainly because I was absolutely terrified of what would happen if he didn’t like me. Time to bring my A-game. So when we rolled up to the little country home, lawn full of skinheads encircling a motorcycle, Manfriend told one of us to roll down the window and ask for a Mr. Nasty;
      "Max will love you if you do it!" 
  Challenge accepted!
       “Um excuse me, but do you boys know where I can find a Mr. Nasty?” I shouted to the drunken patch of tattoos outside. Immediately, there was a ton of shouting and bellowing laughter. As we pulled into the drive, a big, bald man in overalls clutching a bottle of something alcoholic, pushed his way through the crowd hollering, 
       “Who rang for Mr. Nasty?!” 
  Success!
      After all the necessary introductions (including those to a few pitbulls and a snake), making literal bets on when the cops would show up, and getting invited into Nasty’s Man Cave where he shared a bottle of Fireball with me and I declared him Pope, I was in. I was so in that I got high fives, hugs, and even a booty bump from Pope Nasty himself- what a blessing.
       But once a fight started to escalate, we decided it was best to leave. Unfortunately I did not win the bet on when the cops would arrive. (There was a BevMo giftcard on the line, dangit.)
Trifecta, Part 1: Complete.


I'd rather stare at THE SUN

          Our next destination of the night was to our favorite little country bar. It’s the only bar in that two stop-light town and half the time, the bartenders drink just as much as their patrons! But that’s another story. This little bar is where you come on Thursday nights to see the same people karaoke the same songs, play pool on slanted tables, and hang out with the bouncer, Big “Catfish” Stan. Catfish may seem like quiet, middle-aged, bearded man who just sits in the corner of the bar, but that 250 lbs of judo mastery can kick the top of any door frame. Needless to say, anything goes if Catfish lets it. Now, when Catfish isn’t moonlighting as a bouncer, he’s working out at the prison with my dad so Big Stan and I are friends- he’s got my back.
         Oddly enough, it was another guy who had some other girls back that night- and I mean that in the least classy way possible. Said man was a bachelor (will probably stay one too if his fiancé finds out) and the girl was, well, definitely not Abercrombie-CEO approved. Donned in leather and fishnets, her and her co-worker did their thing. One could pick up bills with her junk if you lay down and put it on your face. I am forever scarred, let’s not talk about it.
          However, the best part wasn’t the twerking fishnets, but rather, it was the middle-aged lady in Mom Jeans who decided she could give lap dances to young men as well. Over-sized purse in one hand and a sloshing drink (clearly not her first…or even her third) in the other, she popped, locked, and dropped it like it was… kinda warm with a slight breeze and some cloud cover. I only wish that was the first time I had seen a middle-aged woman get motor-boated this year… I'll tell that story another day...Regardless, she racked in some money that night. That is, until one of the strippers ripped the money out of mom’s bra and shouted,
       “This is my money, ho!”
        I was really hoping for a mom vs. strippers fight that night but unfortunately, that’s all I got. As uncomfortable as it was, it was still all fun and games... until the tops came off- then I understood why they called that girl Bologna Barb in Pitch Perfect- my eyes still sting.
Trifecta, Part 2: Complete.


SPIRITS


          Somewhere in between the almost Strippers VS. Mom fight and the topless show, the silver surfer appeared rounding out our trifecta. And the sprinkles on top of the icing on the cake? Dandruff. No, just kidding! It was that the wannabe stripper mom was- get this- there with the silver surfer! Talk about a romantic night out on the town! Ending my night by seeing that cresting wave of glory was the best send-off from a bar I’ve ever had… except for that guy peeing into the street when we left. Who then ralphed all over the bushes outside while being spotlighted by our headlights (still a better show than the one those strippers put on).
Trifecta, Part 3: Complete.

If that's the start to my summer, then I don't know if I should be worried or excited. I think I'm going to chose excited. 



Monday, March 11, 2013

How to Pass College 101


Amanda's Tips and Tricks

Don’t be an idiot. Simple enough…for most of you.

Don’t show your hand the first day of class. The teacher wants to see you improve, so leave room to do so. Know when to hold ‘em and know when to fold ‘em.

Sit in the back. They don’t expect the back row to be intelligent…. Now you have the element of surprise.  Like “Surprise! I’m smart!”

If you’re in class, be in class. If you’re going to be present why not be present?  Why not efficiently use the time you scheduled for that subject to learn all you can about that particular subject; especially if you don’t want to have to re-learn it while you’re studying for that final last minute. Learn it now or learn it later- pick your poison.

Decide that you WANT to learn. It makes it more enjoyable and wouldn’t that be a shame if you were on Jeopardy and that one thing you didn’t study was the money-maker question? Being intelligent makes you interesting. Being stupid just makes you stupid. And no one likes a stupid. Especially a broke stupid.

People watch. Be like the students the professor likes and don’t be like the ones they hate. Let’s call it like it is…teachers pick favorites. Figure out how to be a favorite so when you mess up and forget an assignment, you’ll at least get off the hook.

Learn the professor’s language. Every professor has an inclination to use certain words over others. They also have a predisposition to certain tones and senses of humor. Pay attention and use these things in your essays, presentations, projects, and homework. How many times does a professor have to say "pervasive despondency" when describing the decline of the Roman Empire before you decide you should use that in your essay answer on the exam? Just sayin.

Learn to follow the professor’s train of thought and process of mental organization. If you understand how the professor constructs ideas and concepts of the class and can regurgitate that on your exams and papers… you just hit the jackpot. Cha-ching. Example: one professor liked to verbally vomit information all over his students thus I did the same on his tests and he loved me for it. Another professor loved flow charts so I used those on his tests and - surprise!- he loved me for it. A's for days.

Learn your professor’s social, political, and entertainment preferences. An obvious one but here’s an example: my philosophy professor was a die-hard feminist so in every essay I SUBTLY (see below) took a feminist tone and/or discussed a personal event in which I witnessed an “underestimated” figure break their normative social role. Not necessarily a story of feminism but gets at the underlying theme thus appealing to the professor without completely sucking up in the most obvious way like all the amateurs. (My last ditch effort to pass that class would’ve been to tell her my male professors were stifling my creative genius in my other courses.) Done. Deal.

Subtly go above and beyond by being different. Give the unexpected but smart answer. When given A or B, choose C.  But be subtle. No one likes a kiss-ass and that’s how you get a kicked ass. Halleloo!

If you can’t gather information from observing in class, google them. Are they published? Where have they gone to school? Do they have a Facebook? Does it mention their interests? Basically turn into an online stalker and give yourself the upper-hand. It’s easier than you think. And as scary as you think.

Speaking of Google, use Google, YouTube, Yahoo questions, and maybe even a little CHACHA as a supplementary resource for the class. Don’t understand a concept? Chances are there’s a lecture on it somewhere online. Learn to be a proactive, curious, and independent learner. Inquire your desires.  Not like that….

Brain Ninja. In anything you turn in or any presentation you give, the last thought you leave your audience with will be the most memorable. That being said, the most memorable statements (to a professor) will be the precise and concise statement that ties in the current topic of discussion with a previous concept in the class. Connect the dots creatively, blow their minds. Leave the professor’s in tears and the students hanging their head in jealously and shame. I’ve literally stood in front of a class, given a half-assed presentation, and then brain ninjaed them at the end and blew them all away. A.  

Prioritize. Outside of the class and even in the class, learn to time manage, and prioritize your studying and homework habits. What will affect your grade the most? Do that first. I mean, if you can’t figure this out then let’s call it like it is- drop out already.

So this may all sound like more work than it’s worth but really, it isn’t. In short, use common sense, observe patterns and pay attention, be memorable by being unexpected (and not by being stupid), look at the big picture, and connect the dots.

Welcome to my world. Where I write blogs instead of essays and sleep instead of study.

This is my gift to the world. You’re welcome.